Synopsis: Recorded Between 07-09. This album was never released. This powerful album touches on politics, religion, depression, and the purpose of life.
I recorded this album on my own between 07-09, upon completion i realized that my mixdown skills were not up to par with how big i felt the songs were.
Many of the songs were inspired by depression and loneliess in a time that I felt I wouldn't be around much longer.
I truly believed that this album would be my last and I began to put my soul into it. As a quiet person I would make sure to make my voice heard and say everything I was never able to.
Songs like "Pain" I describe wanting to commit suicide "drive off the turnpike" and in "SoulStar" I discuss how I believed I'd be remembered when I gone "Do these verses represent me as a person?".
In other lighter songs like "The Melody" I look back on the memory of girls from my life and on "Murder of Love" I discuss how my ex not only killed my views on love, but is still affecting my new relationships till this day.
The major concept of the whole project was my overall feeling at the time that no matter what I did in the end it would all be for nothing, which was attributed from being young in high school and suffering from depression.
released October 7, 2011
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